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Dr. Dagger examined Mrs. White and pronounced that there had been
mortal disease of long standing, and that she had nearly, if not
quite, reached the last stage. While people had thought her selfish,
weak, and exacting, she must really have concealed severe suffering,
foolishly perhaps, but with great fortitude. And from hearing this sentence, Kalliope had turned to find at last
tidings of her brother in a letter written from Avoncester, the
nearest garrison town. He told his sister that, heart-broken already
at the result of what he knew to be his own presumption, and
horrified at the fatal consequences of his unhappy neglect, he felt
incapable of facing any of those whom he had once called his friends,
and the letter of dismissal had removed all scruples. Had it not
been for his faith and fear, he would have put an end to his life,
but she need have no alarms on that score. He had rushed away,
scarce knowing what he was doing, till he had found himself on the
road to Avoncester and then had walked on thither and enlisted in the
regiment quartered there, where he hoped to do his duty, having no
other hope left in life! Part of this letter Kalliope read to Miss Mohun, who had come down to
hear the doctor's verdict. It was no time to smile at the heart
being broken by the return of a valentine, or all hope in life being
over before twenty. Kalliope, who knew what the life of a private
was, felt wretched over it, and her poor mother was in despair; but
Miss Mohun tried to persuade her that it was by no means an
unfortunate thing, since Alexis would be thus detained safely and
within reach till Sir Jasper arrived to take up the matter, and Mr.
White had been able to understand it. 'Yes; but he cannot come to my poor mother. And Richard will be so
angry - think it such a degradation.' 'He ought not. Your father - ' 'Oh! but he will. And I must write to him. Mother has been asking
for him.' 'Tell me, my dear, has Richard ever helped you?' 'Oh no, poor fellow, he could not. He wants all we can send him, or
we would have put the little boys to a better school.' 'I would not write before it is absolutely necessary,' said Miss
Mohun. 'A young man hanging about with nothing to do, even under
these circumstances, might make things harder.' 'Yes, I know,' said Kalliope, with a trembling lip. 'And if it was
urgent, even Alexis might come. Indeed, I ought to be thankful that
he is safe, after all my dreadful fears, and not far off.' Miss Mohun refrained from grieving the poor girl by blaming Alexis
for the impetuous selfish folly that had so greatly added to the
general distress of his family, and rendered it so much more
difficult to plead his cause. In fact, she felt bound to stand up as
his champion against all his enemies, though he was less easy of
defence than his sister; and Mr. Flight, the first person she met
afterwards, was excessively angry and disappointed, speaking of such
a step as utter ruin.
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