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Gillian came down to dinner quite pale, and to Aunt Ada's kind 'Well,
Gillian?' she could only repeat, 'It is horrid.' 'It is hard to lose all the pretty double wedding,' said Aunt Ada. 'Gillian does not mean that,' hastily put in Miss Mohun. 'Oh no,' said Gillian; 'that would be worse than anything.' 'So you think,' said Aunt Jane; 'but believe those who have gone
through it all, my dear, when the wrench is over, one feels the
benefit.' Gillian shook her head, and drank water. Her aunts went on talking,
for they thought it better that she should get accustomed to the
prospect; and, moreover, they were so much excited that they could
hardly have spoken of anything else. Aunt Jane wondered if Phyllis's
betrothed were a brother of Mr. Underwood of St. Matthew's,
Whittingtown, with whom she had corresponded about the consumptive
home; and Aunt Ada regretted the not having called on Lady Liddesdale
when she had spent some weeks at Rockstone, and consoled herself by
recollecting that Lord Rotherwood would know all about the family.
She had already looked it out in the Peerage, and discovered that
Lord Francis Cunningham Somerville was the only younger son, that his
age was twenty-nine, and that he had three sisters, all married, as
well as his elder brother, who had children enough to make it
improbable that Alethea would ever be Lady Liddesdale. She would
have shown Gillian the record, but received the ungracious answer,
'I hate swells.' 'Let her alone, Ada,' said Aunt Jane; 'it is a very sore business.
She will be better by and by.' There ensued a little discussion how the veil at Silverfold was to be
hunted up, or if Gillian and her aunt must go to do so. 'Can you direct Miss Vincent?' asked Miss Mohun. 'No, I don't think I could; besides, I don't like to set any one to
poke and meddle in mamma's drawers.' 'And she could hardly judge what could be available,' added Miss Ada. 'Gillian must go to find it,' said Aunt Jane; 'and let me see, when
have I a day? Saturday is never free, and Monday - I could ask Mrs.
Hablot to take the cutting out, and then I could look up Lily's
Brussels - ' There she caught a sight of Gillian's face. Perhaps one cause of the
alienation the girl felt for her aunt was, that there was a certain
kindred likeness between them which enabled each to divine the
other's inquiring disposition, though it had different effects on the
elder and younger character. Jane Mohun suspected that she had on
her ferret look, and guessed that Gillian's disgusted air meant that
the idea of her turning over Lady Merrifield's drawers was almost as
distasteful as that of the governess's doing it. 'Suppose Gillian goes down on Monday with Fanny,' she said. 'She
could manage very well, I am sure.' Gillian cleared up a little. There is much consolation in being of a
little importance, and she liked the notion of a day at home, a quiet
day, as she hoped in her present mood, of speaking to nobody. Her
aunt let her have her own way, and only sent a card to Macrae to
provide for meeting and for food, not even letting Miss Vincent know
that she was coming. That feeling of not being able to talk about it
or be congratulated would wear off, Aunt Jane said, if she was not
worried or argued with, in which case it might become perverse
affectation.
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