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'I see all that,' said Kalliope; 'I wish I had not been mistaken at
first; but, Miss Mer - Gillian, I do not see how I can join it now.' 'Why not? What do you mean?' Kalliope was very unwilling to speak, but at last it came. 'How can I do this to please your aunt, who thinks better of me than
I deserve, when - Oh! excuse me - I know it is all your kindness - but
when I am allowing you to deceive her - almost, I mean - ' 'Deceive! I never spoke an untrue word to my aunt in my life,' said
Gillian, in proud anger; 'but if you think so, Miss White, I had
better have no more to do with it.' 'I feel,' said Kalliope, with tears in her eyes, 'as if it might be
better so, unless Miss Mohun knew all about it.' 'Well, if you think so, and like to upset all your brother's hopes - ' 'It would be a terrible grief to him, I know, and I don't undervalue
your kindness, indeed I don't; but I cannot be happy about it while
Miss Mohun does not know. I don't understand why you do not tell
her.' 'Because I know there would be a worry and a fuss. Either she would
say we must wait for letters from mamma, or else that Alexis must
come to Beechcroft, and all the comfort would be over, and it would
be gossiped about all over the place. Can't you trust me, when I
tell you I have written it all to my own father and mother, and
surely I know my own family best?' Kalliope looked half convinced, but she persisted - 'I suppose you do; only please, till there is a letter from Lady
Merrifield, I had rather not go into this Society.' 'But, Kally, you don't consider. What am I to say to my aunt? What
will she think of you?' 'I can't help that! I cannot do this while she could feel I was
conniving at what she might not like. Indeed, I cannot. I beg your
pardon, but it goes against me. When shall you be able to hear from
Lady Merrifield?' 'I wrote three weeks ago. I suppose I shall hear about half-way
through December, and you know they could telegraph if they wanted to
stop it, so I think you might be satisfied.' Still Kalliope could not be persuaded, and finally, as a sort of
compromise, Gillian decided on saying that she would think about it
and give her answer at Christmas; to which she gave a reluctant
assent, with one more protest that if there were no objection to the
lessons, she could not see why Miss Mohun should not know of them. Peace was barely restored before voices were heard, and in came
Fergus, bringing Alexis with him. They had met on the beach road in
front of the works, and Fergus, being as usual full of questions
about a crane that was swinging blocks of stone into a vessel close
to the little pier, his aunt had allowed him to stay to see the work
finished, after which Alexis would take him to join his sister. So it came about that they all walked home together very cheerfully,
though Gillian was still much vexed under the surface at Kalliope's
old-maidish particularity.
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