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She was glad to bid good-night and rest her head. The aunts ended by agreeing that it was needful to withdraw Valetta
from the competition. It would seem like punishment to her, but it
would remove her from the strain that certainly was not good for her.
Indeed, they had serious thoughts of taking her from the school
altogether, but the holidays would not long be ended before her
parents' return. 'I am sorry we ever let her try for the prize,' said Ada. 'Yes,' said Aunt Jane, 'I suppose it was weakness; but having opposed
the acceptance of the system of prizes by competition at first, I
thought it would look sullen if I refused to let Valetta try.
Stimulus is all very well, but competition leads to emulation, wrath,
strife, and a good deal besides.' 'Valetta wished it too, and she knew so much Latin to begin with that
I thought she would easily get it, and certainly she ought not to get
into difficulties.' 'After the silken rein and easy amble of Silverfold, the spur and the
race have come severely.' 'It is, I suppose, the same with Gillian, though there it is not
competition. Do you expect her to succeed?' 'No. She has plenty of intelligence, and a certain sort of
diligence, but does not work to a point. She wants a real hand over
her! She will fail, and it will be very good for her.' 'I should say the work was overmuch for her, and had led her to
neglect Valetta.' 'Work becomes overmuch when people don't know how to set about it,
and resent being told - No, not in words, but by looks and shoulders.
Besides, I am not sure that it is her proper work that oppresses her.
I think she has some other undertaking in hand, probably for
Christmas, or for her mother's return; but as secrecy is the very
soul of such things, I shut my eyes.' 'Somehow, Jane, I think you have become so much afraid of giving way
to curiosity that you sometimes shut your eyes rather too much.' 'Well, perhaps in one's old age one suffers from the reaction of
one's bad qualities. I will think about it, Ada. I certainly never
before realised how very different school supervision of young folks
is from looking after them all round. Moreover, Gillian has been
much more attentive to poor Lily Giles of late, in spite of her
avocations.' Valetta was not at first heartbroken on hearing that she was not to
go in for the language examination. It was such a relief from the
oppression of the task, and she had so long given up hopes of having
the prize to show to her mother, that she was scarcely grieved,
though Aunt Jane was very grave while walking down to school with her
in the morning to see Miss Leverett, and explain the withdrawal. That lady came to her private room as soon as she had opened the
school. From one point of view, she said, she agreed with Miss Mohun
that it would be better that her niece should not go up for the
examination. 'But,' she said, 'it may be considered as a stigma upon her, since
none of the others are to give up.'
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