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The second half of the day was as unbroken by speech or incident as the
morning. They had nothing to say, as dry of thought as they were
despoiled of energy. The shadows were beginning to lengthen when they
came to a fork in the trail. One branch bore straight westward, the
other slanted toward the south, and both showed signs of recent travel.
Following them to the distance was like following the tracks of
creeping things traced on a sandy shore. Neither led to
anything - sage, dust, the up-standing combs of rocky reefs were all the
searching eye could see till sight lost itself in the earth's curve.
The girl and the two men stood in the van of the train consulting. The
region was new to Courant, but they left it to him, and he decided for
the southern route. For the rest of the afternoon they followed it. The day deepened to
evening and they bore across a flaming level, striped with gigantic
shadows. Looking forward they saw a lake of gold that lapped the roots
of rose and lilac hills. The road swept downward to a crimsoned butte,
cleft apart, and holding in its knees a gleam of water. The animals,
smelling it, broke for it, tearing the wagon over sand hummocks and
crackling twigs. It was a feeble upwelling, exhausted by a single
draught. Each beast, desperately nosing in its coolness, drained it,
and there was a long wait ere the tiny depression filled again.
Finally, it was dried of its last drop, and the reluctant ooze stopped.
The animals, their thirst half slaked, drooped about it, looking with
mournful inquiry at the disturbed faces of their masters. It was a bad sign. The men knew there were waterless tracts in the
desert that the emigrant must skirt. They mounted to the summit of the
butte and scanned their surroundings. The world shone a radiant floor
out of which each sage brush rose a floating, feathered tuft, but of
gleam or trickle of water there was none. When they came down David
lay beside the spring his eyes on its basin, now a muddied hole, the
rim patterned with hoof prints. When he heard them coming he rose on
his elbow awaiting them with a haggard glance, then seeing their blank
looks sank back groaning. To Susan's command that a cask be broached,
Courant gave a sullen consent. She drew off the first cupful and gave
it to the sick man, his lean hands straining for it, his fingers
fumbling in a search for the handle. The leader, after watching her
for a moment, turned away and swung off, muttering. David dropped back
on the ground, his eyes closed, his body curved about the damp
depression. The evening burned to night, the encampment growing black against the
scarlet sky. The brush fire sent a line of smoke straight up, a long
milky thread, that slowly disentangled itself and mounted to a final
outspreading. Each member of the group was still, the girl lying a
dark oblong under her blanket, her face upturned to the stars which
blossomed slowly in the huge, unclouded heaven. At the root of the
butte, hidden against its shadowy base, the mountain man lay
motionless, but his eyes were open and they rested on her, not closing
or straying. When no one saw him he kept this stealthy watch. In the daytime, with
the others about, he still was careful to preserve his brusque
indifference, to avoid her, to hide his passion with a jealous
subtlety. But beneath the imposed bonds it grew with each day,
stronger and more savage as the way waxed fiercer. It was not an
obsession of occasional moments, it was always with him. As pilot her
image moved across the waste before him. When he fell back for words
with Daddy John, he was listening through the old man's speech, for the
fall of her horse's hoofs. Her voice made his heart stop, the rustle
of her garments dried his throat. When his lowered eyes saw her hand
on the plate's edge, he grew rigid, unable to eat. If she brushed by
him in the bustle of camp pitching, his hands lost their strength and
he was sick with the sense of her. Love, courtship, marriage, were
words that no longer had any meaning for him. All the tenderness and
humanity he had felt for her in the days of her father's sickness were
gone. They were burned away, as the water and the grass were. When he
saw her solicitude for David, his contempt for the weak man hardened
into hatred. He told himself that he hated them both, and he told
himself he would crush and kill them both before David should get her.
The desire to keep her from David was stronger than the desire to have
her for himself. He did not think or care what he felt. She was the
prey to be won by cunning or daring, whose taste or wishes had no place
in the struggle. He no longer looked ahead, thought, or reasoned. The
elemental in him was developing to fit a scene in which only the
elemental survived.
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