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"Is there water?" he said, then saw the dead grass and dried basin, and
met the blank looks of his companions. Susan's laconic "The spring's dry," was not necessary. He fell forward
on the seat with a moan, his head propped in his hands, his fingers
buried in his hair. Courant sent a look of furious contempt over his
abject figure, then gave a laugh that fell on the silence bitter as a
curse. Daddy John without a word moved off and began unhitching the
mules. Even in Susan pity was, for the moment, choked by a swell of
disgust. Had she not had the other men to measure him by, had she not
within her own sturdy frame felt the spirit still strong for conflict,
she might still have known only the woman's sympathy for the feebler
creature. But they were a trio steeled and braced for invincible
effort, and this weakling, without the body and the spirit for the
enterprise, was an alien among them. She went to the back of the wagon and opened the mess chest. As she
picked out the supper things she began to repent. The lean, bent
figure and sunken head kept recurring to her. She saw him not as David
but as a suffering outsider, and for a second, motionless, with a
blackened skillet in her hand, had a faint, clairvoyant understanding
of his soul's desolation amid the close-knit unity of their endeavor.
She dropped the tin and went back to the front of the wagon. He was
climbing out, hanging tremulous to the roof support, a haggard
spectacle, with wearied eyes and skin drawn into fine puckerings across
the temples. Pity came back in a remorseful wave, and she ran to him
and lifted his arm to her shoulder. It clasped her hard and they
walked to where at the rock's base the sage grew high. Here she laid a
blanket for him and spread another on the top of the bushes, fastening
it to the tallest ones till it stretched, a sheltering canopy, over
him. She tried to cheer him with assurances that water would be found
at the next halting place. He was listless at first, seeming not to
listen, then the life in her voice roused his sluggish faculties, his
cheeks took color, and his dull glance lit on point after point in its
passage to her face, like the needle flickering toward the pole. "If I could get water enough to drink, I'd be all right," he said.
"The pains are gone." "They must find it soon," she answered, lifting the weight of his
fallen courage, heavy as his body might have been to her arms. "This
is a traveled road. There must be a spring somewhere along it." And she continued prying up the despairing spirit till the man began to
respond, showing returning hope in the eagerness with which he hung on
her words. When he lay sinking into drowsy quiet, she stole away from
him to where the camp was spread about the unlit pyre of Daddy John's
sage brush. It was too early for supper, and the old man, with the
accouterments of the hunt slung upon his person and his rifle in his
hand, was about to go afield after jack rabbit. "It's a bad business this," he said in answer to the worry she dared
not express. "The animals can't hold out much longer." "What are we to do? There's only a little water left in one of the
casks." "Low's goin' to strike across for the other trail. He's goin' after
supper, and he says he'll ride all night till he gets it. He thinks if
he goes due that way," pointing northward, "he can strike it sooner
than by goin' back." They looked in the direction he pointed. Each bush was sending a
phenomenally long shadow from its intersection with the ground. There
was no butte or hummock to break the expanse between them and the
faint, far silhouette of mountains. Her heart sank, a sinking that
fatigue and dread of thirst had never given her.
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