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It was not the sudden crumbling of a character, the collapse of a
structure reared on a foundation of careful training. It was a logical
growth, forced by the developing process of an environment with which
that character was in harmony. Before she reached the level where she
could surrender herself, forgetful of the rites imposed by law,
unshocked by her lover's brutality, she had been losing every ingrafted
and inherited modification that had united her with the world in which
she had been an exotic. The trials of the trail that would have dried
the soul and broken the mettle of a girl whose womanhood was less rich,
drew from hers the full measure of its strength. Every day had made
her less a being of calculated, artificial reserves, of inculcated
modesties, and more a human animal, governed by instincts that belonged
to her age and sex. She was normal and chaste and her chastity had
made her shrink from the man whose touch left her cold, and yield to
the one to whom her first antagonism had been first response. When she
had given Courant her kiss she had given herself. There was no need
for intermediary courtship. After that vacillations of doubt and
conscience ended. The law of her being was all that remained. She moved on with the men, dust-grimed, her rags held together with
pins and lacings of deer hide. She performed her share of the work
with automatic thoroughness, eating when the hour came, sleeping on the
ground under the stars, staggering up in the deep-blue dawn and
buckling her horse's harness with fingers that fatigue made clumsy.
She was more silent than ever before, often when the old man addressed
her making no reply. He set down her abstraction to grief over David.
When he tried to cheer her, her absorbed preoccupation gave place to
the old restlessness, and once again she watched and listened. These
were her only moods - periods of musing when she rode in front of the
wagon with vacant eyes fixed on the winding seam of the trail, and
periods of nervous agitation when she turned in her saddle to sweep the
road behind her and ordered him to build the night fire high and bright. The old servant was puzzled. Something foreign in her, an inner
vividness of life, a deeper current of vitality, told him that this was
not a woman preyed upon by a gnawing grief. He noted, without
understanding, a change in her bearing to Courant and his to her.
Without words to give it expression he saw in her attitude to the
leader a pliant, docile softness, a surreptitious leap of light in the
glance that fell upon him in quick welcome before her lids shut it in.
With Courant the change showed in a possessive tenderness, a brooding
concern. When, at the morning start, he waited as she rode toward him,
his face was irradiated with a look that made the old man remember the
dead loves of his youth. It was going to be all right Daddy John
thought. David gone, whether forever or for an unknown period, the
mountain man might yet win her. And then again the old man fell a
wondering at something in them that did not suggest the unassured
beginnings of courtship, a settled security of relation as of complete
unity in a mutual enterprise. One afternoon a faint spot of green rose and lingered on the horizon.
They thought it a mirage and watched it with eyes grown weary of the
desert's delusions. But as the road bore toward it, it steadied to
their anxious gaze, expanded into a patch that lay a living touch on
the earth's dead face. By the time that dusk gathered they saw that it
was trees and knew that Humboldt was in sight. At nightfall they
reached it, the first outpost sent into the wilderness by the new
country. The red light of fires came through the dusk like a welcoming
hail from that unknown land which was to be theirs. After supper Daddy
John and Courant left the girl and went to the mud house round which
the camps clustered. The darkness was diluted by the red glow of fires
and astir with dusky figures. There were trains for California and
Oregon and men from the waste lands to the eastward and the south,
flotsam and jetsam thrown up on the desert's shore. Inside, where the
air was thick with smoke and the reek of raw liquors, they heard again
the great news from California. The old man, determined to get all the
information he could, moved from group to group, an observant listener
in the hubbub. Presently his ear was caught by a man who declared he
had been on the gold river and was holding a circle in thrall by his
tales. Daddy John turned to beckon to Courant and, not seeing him,
elbowed his way through the throng spying to right and left. But the
mountain man had gone. Daddy John went back to the gold seeker and
drew him dry of information, then foregathered with a thin individual
who had a humorous eye and was looking on from a corner. This stranger
introduced himself as a clergyman, returning from the East to Oregon by
way of California. They talked together. Daddy John finding his new
acquaintance a tolerant cheery person versed in the lore of the trail.
The man gave him many useful suggestions for the last lap of the
journey and he decided to go after Courant, to whom the route over the
Sierra was unknown ground.
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