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Glen was at the Fort and Daddy John rolled off to meet him there. The
novelty of the moment over, the children returned sedately to their
play, and the women sat together under the canopy of the tree. Bella's
adventures had been few and tame, Susan's was the great story. She was
not discursive about her marriage. She was still shy on the subject
and sensitively aware of the disappointment that Bella was too
artlessly amazed to conceal. She passed over it quickly, pretending
that she did not hear Bella's astonished: "But why did you get married at Humboldt? Why didn't you wait till you
got here?" It was the loss of David that she made the point of her narrative,
anxiously impressing on her listener their need of going on. She stole
quick looks at Bella, watchful for the first shade of disapprobation,
with all Low's arguments ready to sweep it aside. But Bella, with
maternal instincts in place of a comprehensive humanity, agreed that
Low had done right. Nature, in the beginning, combined with the needs
of the trail, had given her a viewpoint where expediency counted for
more than altruism. She with two children and a helpless man would
have gone on and left anyone to his fate. She did not say this, but
Susan, with intelligence sharpened by a jealous passion, felt that
there was no need to defend her husband's action. As for the rest of
the world - deep in her heart she had already decided it should never
know. "You couldn't have done anything else," said Bella. "I've learned that
when you're doing that sort of thing, you can't have the same feelings
you can back in the States, with everything handy and comfortable. You
can be fair, but you got to fight for your own. They got to come
first." She had neither seen nor heard anything of David. No rumor of a man
held captive by the Indians had reached their train. She tried not to
let Susan see that she believed the worst. But her melancholy
headshake and murmured "Poor David - and him such a kind, whole-hearted
man" was as an obituary on the dead. "Well," she said in pensive comment when Susan had got to the end of
her history, "you can't get through a journey like that without some
one coming to grief. It's not in human nature. But your father - that
grand man! And then the young feller that would have made you such a
good husband" Susan moved warningly"Not but what I'm sure you've
got as good a one as it is. And we've got to take what we can get in
this world," she added, spoiling it all by the philosophical acceptance
of what she evidently regarded as a make-shift adjusting to Nature's
needs. When the men came back Glen had heard all about the gold in the river
and was athirst to get there. Work at his trade could wait, and,
anyway, he had been in Sacramento and found, while his services were in
demand on every side, the materials wherewith he was to help raise a
weatherproof city were not to be had. Men were content to live in
tents and cloth shacks until the day of lumber and sawmills dawned, and
why wait for this millennium when the river called from its golden
sands?
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