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There was a Biblical simplicity in their life. They had gone back to
the era when man was a nomad, at night pitching his tent by the water
hole, and sleeping on skins beside the fire. When the sun rose over
the rim of the prairie the camp was astir. When the stars came out in
the deep blue night they sat by the cone of embers, not saying much,
for in the open, spoken words lose their force and the human creature
becomes a silent animal. Each day's march was a slow, dogged, progression, broken by fierce work
at the fords. The dawn was the beautiful time when the dew was caught
in frosted webs on the grass. The wings of the morning were theirs as
they rode over the long green swells where the dog roses grew and the
leaves of the sage palpitated to silver like a woman's body quivering
to the brushing of a beloved hand. Sometimes they walked, dipped into
hollows where the wattled huts of the Indians edged a creek, noted the
passage of earlier trains in the cropped grass at the spring mouth and
the circles of dead fires. In the afternoons it grew hot. The train, deliberate and determined as
a tortoise, moved through a shimmer of light. The drone of insect
voices rose in a sleepy chorus and the men drowsed in the wagons. Even
the buoyant life of the young girl seemed to feel the stupefying weight
of the prairie's deep repose. She rode at a foot pace, her hat hanging
by its strings to the pommel, her hair pushed back from her beaded
forehead, not bothering about her curls now. Then came the wild blaze of the sunset and the pitching of the camp,
and after supper the rest by the fire with pipe smoke in the air, and
overhead the blossoming of the stars. They were wonderful stars, troops and troops of them, dust of myriad,
unnumbered worlds, and the white lights of great, bold planets staring
at ours. David wondered what it looked like from up there. Was it as
large, or were we just a tiny, twinkling point too? From city streets
the stars had always chilled him by their awful suggestion of worlds
beyond worlds circling through gulfs of space. But here in the
primordial solitudes, under the solemn cope of the sky, the thought
lost its terror. He seemed in harmony with the universe, part of it as
was each speck of star dust. Without question or understanding he felt
secure, convinced of his oneness with the great design, cradled in its
infinite care. One evening while thus dreaming he caught Susan's eye full of curious
interest like a watching child's. "What are you thinking of?" she asked. "The stars," he answered. "They used to frighten me." She looked from him to the firmament as if to read a reason for his
fear: "Frighten you? Why?" "There were so many of them, thousands and millions, wandering about up
there. It was so awful to think of them, how they'd been swinging
round forever and would keep on forever. And maybe there were people
on some of them, and what it all was for." She continued to look up and then said indifferently: "It doesn't seem to me to matter much." "It used to make me feel that nothing was any use. As if I was just a
grain of dust."
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