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She had none of their fear of believing. She saw their doubts and
angrily scouted them. "Low will be all right soon," she said, in
answer to their gloomily observing looks. In her heart she called them
cowards, ready to join hands with death, not rise up and fight till the
final breath. Her resolute hope seemed to fill the cabin with light
and life. It transformed her haggardness, made her a beaming presence,
with eyes bright under tangled locks of hair, and lips that hummed
snatches of song. He was coming back to her like a child staggering to
its mother's outheld hands. While they were yet unconvinced "when Low
gets well" became a constant phrase on her tongue. She began to plan
again, filled their ears with speculations of the time when she and her
husband would move to the coast. They marveled at her, at the
dauntlessness of her spirit, at the desperate courage that made her
grip her happiness and wrench it back from the enemy. They marveled more when they saw she had been right - Susan who had been
a child so short a time before, knowing more than they, wiser and
stronger in the wisdom and strength of her love. There was a great day when Low crept out to the door and sat on the
bench in the sun with his wife beside him. To the prosperous passerby
they would have seemed a sorry pair - a skeleton man with uncertain feet
and powerless hands, a worn woman, ragged and unkempt. To them it was
the halcyon hour, the highest point of their mutual adventure. The
cabin was their palace, the soaked prospect a pleasance decked for
their delight. And from this rude and ravaged outlook their minds
reached forward in undefined and unrestricted visioning to all the
world that lay before them, which they would soon advance on and
together win. Nature was with them in their growing gladness. The spring was coming.
The river began to fall, and Courant's eyes dwelt longingly on the
expanding line of mud that waited for his pick. April came with a
procession of cloudless days, with the tinkling of streams shrinking
under the triumphant sun, with the pines exhaling scented breaths, and
a first, faint sprouting of new green. The great refreshed landscape
unveiled itself, serenely brooding in a vast, internal energy of
germination. The earth was coming to life as they were, gathering
itself for the expression of its ultimate purpose. It was rising to
the rite of rebirth and they rose with it, with faces uplifted to its
kindling glory and hearts in which joy was touched by awe. On a May evening, when the shadows were congregating in the canon,
Susan lay on the bunk with her son in the hollow of her arm. The
children came in and peeped fearfully at the little hairless head,
pulling down the coverings with careful fingers and eying the newcomer
dubiously, not sure that they liked him. Bella looked over their
shoulders radiating proud content. Then she shooed them out and went
about her work of "redding up," pacing the earthen floor with the proud
tread of victory. Courant was sitting outside on the log bench. She
moved to the door and smiled down at him over the tin plate she was
scouring. "Come in and sit with her while I get the supper," she said. "Don't
talk, just sit where she can see you." He came and sat beside her, and she drew the blanket down from the
tiny, crumpled face. They were silent, wondering at it, looking back
over the time when it had cried in their blood, inexorably drawn them
together, till out of the heat of their passion the spark of its being
had been struck. Both saw in it their excuse and their pardon.
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