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The summer marched upon them, with the men doing giant labor on the
banks and the women under the pine at work beside their children. The
peace of the valley was broken by the influx of the Forty-niners, who
stormed its solitudes, and changed the broken trail to a crowded
highway echoing with the noises of life. The river yielded up its
treasure to their eager hands, fortunes were made, and friendships
begun that were to make the history of the new state. These bronzed
and bearded men, these strong-thewed women, were waking from her sleep
the virgin California. Sometimes in the crowded hours Susan dropped her work and, with her
baby in her arms, walked along the teeming river trail or back into the
shadows of the forest. All about her was the stir of a fecund earth,
growth, expansion, promise. From beneath the pines she looked up and
saw the aspiration of their proud up-springing. At her feet the ground
was bright with flower faces completing themselves in the sunshine.
Wherever her glance fell there was a busyness of development, a
progression toward fulfillment, a combined, harmonious striving in
which each separate particle had its purpose and its meaning. The
shell of her old self-engrossment cracked, and the call of a wider life
came to her. It pierced clear and arresting through the fairy flutings
of "the horns of elfland" that were all she had heretofore heard. The desire to live as an experiment in happiness, to extract from life
all there was for her own enjoying, left her. Slowly she began to see
it as a vast concerted enterprise in which she was called to play her
part. The days when the world was made for her pleasure were over.
The days had begun when she saw her obligation, not alone to the man
and child who were part of her, but out and beyond these to the
diminishing circles of existences that had never touched hers. Her
love that had met so generous a response, full measure, pressed down
and running over, must be paid out without the stipulation of
recompense. Her vision widened, dimly descried horizons limitless as
the prairies, saw faintly how this unasked giving would transform a
gray and narrow world as the desert's sunsets had done. So gradually the struggling soul came into being and possessed the
fragile tissue that had once been a girl and was now a woman. They left the river on a morning in September, the sacks of dust making
the trunk heavy. The old wagon was ready, the mess chest strapped to
the back, Julia in her place. Bella and the children were to follow as
soon as the rains began, so the parting was not sad. The valley
steeped in crystal shadow, the hills dark against the flush of dawn,
held Susan's glance for a lingering minute as she thought of the days
in the tent under the pine. She looked at her husband and met his eyes
in which she saw the same memory. Then the child, rosy with life,
leaped in her arms, bending to snatch with dimpled hands at its
playmates, chuckling baby sounds as they pressed close to give him
their kisses. Daddy John, mounting to his seat, cried: "There's the sun coming up to wish us God-speed." She turned and saw it rising huge and red over the hill's shoulder, and
held up her son to see. The great ball caught his eyes and he stared
in tranced delight. Then he leaped against the restraint of her arm,
kicking on her breast with his heels, stretching a grasping hand toward
the crimson ball, a bright and shining toy to play with.
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