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"And when will it be my turn to dance the reel again? There wasn't a
girl in the town could dance it with me." Her voice was weighted with the wistfulness of the woman whose endless
patience battles with her unwillingness to be laid by. Susan saw David's fingers feeling in the grass for her hand. She gave
it, felt the hard stress of his grip, and conquered her desire to draw
the hand away. All her coquetry was gone. She was cold and subdued.
The passionate hunger of his gaze made her feel uncomfortable. She
endured it for a space and then said with an edge of irritation on her
voice: "What are you staring at me for? Is there something on my face?" He breathed in a roughened voice: "No, I love you." Her discomfort increased. Tumult and coldness make uncongenial
neighbors. The man, all passion, and the woman, who has no answering
spark, grope toward each other through devious and unillumined ways. He whispered again: "I love you so. You don't understand." She did not and looked at him inquiringly, hoping to learn something
from his face. His eyes, meeting hers, were full of tears. It
surprised her so that she stared speechlessly at him, her head thrown
back, her lips parted. He looked down, ashamed of his emotion, murmuring: "You don't understand. It's so sacred. Some day you will." She did not speak to him again, but she let him hold her hand because
she thought she ought to and because she was sorry.
CHAPTER VI The next morning the rain was pouring. The train rolled out without
picturesque circumstance, the men cursing, the oxen, with great heads
swinging under the yokes, plodding doggedly through lakes fretted with
the downpour. Breakfast was a farce; nobody's fire would burn and the
women were wet through before they had the coffee pots out. One or two
provident parties had stoves fitted up in their wagons with a joint of
pipe coming out through holes in the canvas. From these, wafts of
smoke issued with jaunty assurance, to be beaten down by the rain,
which swept them fiercely out of the landscape. There was no perspective, the distance invisible, nearer outlines
blurred. The world was a uniform tint, walls of gray marching in a
slant across a foreground embroidered with pools. Water ran, or
dripped, or stood everywhere. The river, its surface roughened by the
spit of angry drops, ran swollen among its islands, plumed shapes seen
mistily through the veil. The road emerged in oases of mud from long,
inundated spaces. Down the gullies in the hills, following the beaten
buffalo tracks, streams percolated through the grass of the bottom,
feeling their way to the river. Notwithstanding the weather a goodly company of mounted men rode at the
head of the train. They were wet to the skin and quite indifferent to
it. They had already come to regard the vagaries of the weather as
matters of no import. Mosquitoes and Indians were all they feared. On
such nights many of them slept in the open under a tarpaulin, and when
the water grew deep about them scooped out a drainage canal with a hand
that sleep made heavy.
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