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She found more joy in Teackle Hall, with this wondrous product of her
sacrifice and pain, than with the admiration of all the good families in
Maryland; and a sense of warmth and gratitude sprang to her conscience
towards the father of this matchless gift. "I have not given him my whole loyalty," she reflected, with exacting
piety; "I have let trifles stand before my vows." Accordingly, when Milburn, conscience-stricken, and accusing himself of
hard conditions in exacting a marriage without love, came one day, with
all the magnanimity of a new parent, before his wife to make some
restitution, she surprised him by arising and kissing him. "Sir, I have been very proud and stubborn. Do forgive me!" He pressed her to his breast, while his tears ran over her face. "Honey," he said at length, "what a mockery my crime to you has been - to
think that you could ever love me! No, I will give you freedom. Dear as
your captivity is to me, your cage shall open and you shall fly." Vesta stepped back at these strange words and waited for him to explain.
He continued: "I will send you to Italy with our child. Your father shall go, too, if
you desire. Go from me and these unloved conditions, this hateful
bondage and constraint" - his tears flowed fast again, but he let them
fall ungrudged,"find in your music and your noble mind forgetfulness
of this unworthy marriage. I can live in the recollection of the
blessing you have been to me." "What!" said Vesta; "do you command me to leave you?" "Yes. Let it be that. I know how conscientious you are, my darling, but
it is your duty to go. A hard struggle is before me: I am deeply
embarked in an untried business. Now I can spare the money. Go and find
happiness in a happier land." She went to him again and put her arms around him. "Leave you?" she said. "What have I done to be driven away? How could I
reconcile myself to let you live alone? 'For better or for worse,' I
said. God has made it better and better every day." He held her head between his palms and looked into her eyes, to see if
she spoke from the heart. "Husband," she whispered, "I love you." * * * * * The minds of both husband and wife, after this reconcilement, turned to
the disturbing hat as the subject of their estrangement hitherto. Said Milburn to himself: "What a sinner I have been to distress that
poor child with my miserable hat! At the first opportunity she gives me,
I will lay it aside forever." Said Vesta to her father and his bride: "What a wicked heart I have
kept, to oppose my husband in such a little thing as his good old
hat - the badge of his reverence to his family and of his bravery to an
impertinent age. I have let it discolor my married life and all the
sunshine. But my baby has melted my obdurate heart. Come, unite with me,
and let us show him that everything he wears we will adopt proudly."
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